Tuesday, October 28, 2008

CoWgiRl Up






I love going out to Howe its so fun i always have so much fun with my aunt and my cousins and riding dirt bikes with them and just laughing with them. I love it so much because its out in the middle of no wear no problems just mountains and wide open space and most of all no drama well sometimes i get in a fight with my cousin Landon but we get through it. When i go out to Howe it just fells right and i feel like everything gets better and i belong there but theres only one thing missing is my HOT cowboy to sweep me off of my feet. I love Howe so much and seeing my family.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Loosing A Loved One



This summer something happen to me that i wish that i wouldn't have. I lost a really good Friend Jesus Flores. He drowned in the sand bar he was 14 almost 15 and was going to be a freshman. He was so funny he would always make me laugh and he would try to mimic my laugh i will never for get him. It was August 7th and i was hope waiting for my mom to get home when all of the sudden i get a call from my sister Cortney saying that they cant find Jesus and the last time that they saw him was when he jumped off the wale. I didn't worry to much then i figured he got tiered and got out at the park across the lake. Later i called her to see if they had found him and she said no. The search and rescue were there and divers and a helicopter. I wanted to go to look for him so i called my cosion to go and see if she wanted to go with me. While i was waiting for her i sat on my front porch thinking what will happen and if they will find him it didn't seem real to me and i thought about all the good times i had with him. Then all the sudden the helicopter flew over my house rite then and there it was a horrible sound. Then i saw the a boat go by and my heart sunk is this really happing i thought it cant be true. So then when we were headed to the sand bar there were people every were on the streets and up town looking in the water to see if they could see Jesus and at the park to so we got there and there was even more people there me and my sister and my cousin sat there waiting. Then all the sudden i see the boat stop and i saw them pull Jesus in to the boat and onto the shore to do CPR they did that for about 10 minutes. i was praying for him to be OK and alive then all the sudden i saw them carry him away with a blanket over his body it was the worst thing i saw then all the sudden i broke down crying everyone did it was so sad i just couldn't believe it. Then some of my family came and we were at the sandbar crying together. I hurt so bad i wish that i could have told him sorry for some of the things that i did and i wish i could have told him that i loved him as a friend. The next night we had a candle light vidgual for him alot of people came everyone bang candles and flowers then when his mom got there Mr.Eckman my old teacher was saying stuff bout Jesus and how he was a good kid and that he always was happy and stood out in the crowd. After almost the people left i was sitting at the park by the water where they found him and i threw my flower in the water for him. Then my cousin Mark came over to me and hugged me i started to cry so hard then he told me "if you keep your friends close to your heart they will stay close to you" i just lost it and he also told me "never forget him cuz I'm sure that he will never for get you" i lost it even more i was holding him so hard and crying out loud s0 hard and loud cuz i was so so sad that i just couldn't believe that my friend was gone still today i cant believe it. Then we went to go see his body i was so scared to go in the chapel cuz i didn't no what to expect then when i walked in and i saw him it was so so hard i couldn't really look at him it hurt to bad then i sad down by him and cryed is so hard to loose a close friend. His grandma told my grandma that he always talked bout me and my sister and my cousin and that he told her that when he gets older he wanted to marry us. When i herd that i smiled for a second then thought no why did he have to go why did heavenly father have to take him. Then the funeral was on the 11 i sat in the Church and cryed because he was gone. Jesus liked to go to the Mormon Church but his grandma and grandpa didn't and one thing that he said that he didn't like bout it was that the bread was to small i smiled. Larry his bus driver got up and was saying stuff bout Jesus he said that now theres going to always be an empty seat on the bus and in the class room i started to cry so bad because i would never talk or see Jesus again and that hurt so bad inside. Then they carried his casket to the car and we drove through were his mom lived then we went to the grave yard and everyone stood there surrounding him casket then all the sudden they were taking stuff away from the hole so they could bury him then all the sudden his grandma wanted to see him one more time so they opened the casket and she kissed him one last time rite then i lost it again because i saw him and it was so bad and i didn't want him to go then they started to lower him that's when every one started to cry really bad and so did i it was the worst thing in the world then they buried him and put the dirt over him and the grass i was steel hurting. but then after he was buried and had flowers over him it felt like a relieve or something but then i new that he was in a better place and that he would be watching me and watch me grow up and i no that he will be there when it is my time. I will never forget Jesus Flores and every thing he did and all the good times we had to gather " I love you Jesus"






Hi my name is Brittney I'm 15 years old and I'm a freshman at St.Fremont High School. I love to play volleyball that's my favorite sport and softball I'm good at basket ball but only shooting I'm not so good at running and bouncing the ball. My favorite color is Blue. I have my permit and I'm getting my licence in November I'm really excited so that i can go places with out having my mom taking me or just going were ever when ever I want. I have a younger sister shes 13 shes really cool i go to her for almost any thing. I also have another younger sister shes 11 sometimes well most of the time she can be a brat but i get use to it most of the time. I love just hanging with my friends well guys are my favorite just ask my friends I'm pretty much saying every guy that i see is hot but most of the time ill be like "oooo hes cute" but then when i get a closer look "ugggg hes nasty" haha i do that alot. But I'm really into this guy and i have been for a long time but i don't no if he likes me or not sometimes he gives me signs witch is good. But hes really speshal to me and really close to me and every time I'm with him i get butterflies especially when he looks me in the eyes or puts his arm around me. So I'm just waiting for him to make up his mind about me and I'm waiting to see if I'm the right girl for him or if hes the right guy for me. I love animals my favorite is horses i love to ride them. I also like cats there so cuddly and cute i like dogs too the little and big ones. I like to go to the movies and rodeos and swimming ooooo that's my favorite i love swimming. I also love to snow board its so so fun iv been snowboarding for about five years I'm not that good at it i guess. I was a little embarrassed cut my cusion and Edgar wanted me to teach them and then cot on to it so good and now there better than me but that's OK I still love them. I also have a Ginnie pig hes so cut i got him for my birthday his name is Stanly hes so cut he always is talking to me lol and i always play with him and let him go out side and run around. Well i don't really no what else to say bout me.